Entries for June, 2006

What a foolish way to celebrate Independence Day: stay at home, while the rest of the family is having fun outside...eating and this binanggit event of going to the SPA that I missed. Now I regret for not coming with them, what was I thinking then? Why did I rather choose to stay at home instead of being with them, having the most of the day?

This day was a waste. It is only once that a Monday is free for me, the next days will be daunting yet now I still feel restless, insatiable and very lonely. The next Mondays will be a busy one since it's always allotted at school. I just want to offset all the weight of life with one single free day.

It was indeed a boring day. I kept quiet, in a very remorseful mood that is. I should've thought twice and thought very well so as not to lose anything especially, TIME.

I don't want to be tomorrow, it would be school again, hate it...there's just no freedom in it. All you have to do is set, you're doing it because all is a must and most of all you have no choice, I have no choice; with it I miss my life and everything I do. I think this statement applies to my circumstances: "you have the freedom to do what you want but there are still many rules to follow."

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I recently bought a bunch of PS2 games yesterday, namely Samurai Champloo, Sims 2, FullMetal Alchemist2: Curse of the Crimson Elixir and Black. It’s a whole lot of gaming bargain! Although it will make a wreck in my oh-so-stressful studies, well I still bought it so I have to play it no matter what.

We went to sta. Lucia for my brother’s b-day and of course, for the sake of fun. Well you know being the bad luck twin sister; there is always an inevitably unfortunate thing that will happen. So while we are all eating at greenwich my dad was using his cellphone and just placed it at the top of the table, after we stood up and left the place. We were already in the hardware store and suddenly he realize that his cellphone was gone missing, we went back to Greenwich and asked if they had seen the cellphone. We try to call it and but to no avail, it’s already gone. We ask this suspicious old lady with kids along her sitting near our table, if she had seen or noticed it, but she gave a wrong answer, she said she didn’t and that’s make us suspect her for stealing it. Actually its a long story why we suspect her... We left the scene nonetheless and hinayaan na lang naming na mawala Ok its gone, and even though its not mine, it is still a lost, its my dad’s actually, as far as I am concern. Now we’re not sure if it was the old dumb lady who did it, but still whoever got the cell phone he or she must deserve a fatal karma.

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I want to shout to the whole world that…my Advanced Algebra subject sucks!

I see no sense in it.
It seems so pointless as a whole.
I hate it because I never knew its purpose.
It’s just so impractical.

It ruined my life and I feel I’m bound to study that junk my whole life!

Its only role is to be a burden to me or rather a curse.

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